Tuesday, October 27, 2009

geram seyh!

buat pertama kalinya dlm xtvt blogging yg ak bru berkecimpung neh..

nk membebel bukan2 tahap mak cik jual baju sejuk time summer kt aus (adeke?!)

okeyh, hal smlm yg bru terjd waktu ptg 2 gak mmg sgt memberi kesan bukan-bukan kat emosi nieh..ye la, x penah nye ak bt keje ***** 2, kuar merayau sengsorang tanpe pedoman hid0p. mane lah tau kene rompak ke, pukau ke, bunuh ke..yg satu lg x sanggup nk pkir..huhu. smpi ak layan bdk kecik yg ak jmp kt jeti mcm anak sdre ak, usap2 kepala, igt nk peluk skali tp mak die ade lak..hehe..
balik dh maghrib, iwa ajak g mkn lak. pdhal dh order, x pe ah, tension nye psl. No doubt nk g mkn mahal wlaupn duit tggal kecip0t je tuk smpi akhir bulan dpn..enjoy2. balik kna headache, lucky x nazak. tid0 ah dgn hrpn menggunung tomorrow everything will b nice, skip study group. zZzz..(time tdo pn ak mimpi bkn2 psl hal 2. mmg rase nk tuttt~ argh! it affects me OK!)

hari ni, bgn2. tgk cermin. eyebag sgt teruk, bengkak and bwh mate yg sgt gelap. hate3!! b positive ok. g library konon nk counter back mlm td, x mampu. that thing lingers in my mind. tutup mate biar hilang sume. nk bace pn x msk. lyn g tut0rial, dgr bende2 yg memeningkn kple, perjanjian kne bt balik. WUARGhHH!!! (pdhal small matter sgt 2 pn nk affect ke atiqah?? had0iah!) naseb baik mum ckp bende yg menyenangkan, "small matter je balik kte bt same2 ok?". thanks mum, u made my day better. smbg stdy group, present things yg patotnye simple sgt, ak dh bce berjuta2 kali, tp 'blurr' sgt. x tau nape. mase neh rase sgt putus asa terhadap diri sendiri. tolonglah..please...aku nk exam ni. at least not this moment. bukan time2 nk exam klu ye pn nk emo smpi mcm ni.

rase mmg cm nk sep0k diri sendiri. hey, dont give up ok. hal smlm biar terkubur. biarkan. thanks 2 that particular person yg sgt memahami smlm. still, i can't overcome it. duh~. sia2 je ad kwn mcm ak. hahahah.

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