choice.

pernah x ada dlm situation neh?

it is when u have to choose. 2 choices.

the first 1: u r really madly deeply crazily like it so much!

the 2nd: suke. okaylah..ada bgs, x de pn x pe. nothing so important.

at the end, i end up by choosing the 2nd choice. am i crazy? or fool? or enough of both?
i don't know. i'm just too afraid of losing it. If it dissappears in my life in one fine day, then what my life would be? how can i gather back my pieces of heart? how can i live with smile? i rather live with the 2nd choice, at least i know that i still can stand alone if it leaves me.

i will choose the 1st..someday when i feel brave enough to face the feeling.