I will write whatever things I remember about my pregnancy
so bear with me
i have no time to write in my diary
so i ll just pour everything in here
so one day I can tell this little caliph
bout his little journey in my tummy
:D
i hate honey and dates when i'm not pregnant
i coudn't bear the taste and smell
yet i can consume all of that when i pregnant u
it makes me cry
how sweet Allah has granted you to 'force' me to practise his-sunnah
:')
i love sleeping
just ask my mates, aunt syamim and aunt jen, who once were my roomate
how i can sleep whenever i feel sleepy
yet with you
you wakes me up at 3 or 4 am
asking me to do tahajjud or just having thought of any doa
you make me better abid
to My Lord
and i pray the same for you little boy
may you be the best abid for our Lord
:')
i know i am the one who easily loses my patience
whenever i see little fellas in my class aren't listening to me
you makes me stop and think
what if one day
Allah tests me by granting me 'you' who behaves just like that
um
you make me 'husnuzon'
and i asks Allah to forgive me
for any bad intention i have inside my heart
i advise that kid better
and that is one of good manner
and it is you
who help me to do it
:')
and i realize
indeed
anak adalah ujian
betul
.challenge.
it is meant to challenge us
to improve ourselves to be better
alhamdulillah ala kullihal
baby, i still vomit till now
c u in next 3 months
abi and ummi haven't bought you any clothes yet
T.T
