Today is Zayd's first birthday
in Hijrah's calendar
Such a wonderful year
up and down
i mean as me, being a mother
such a wonderful and brilliant child
rarely get sick
satu usus dia get infected
(nothing serious, as he was active as a horse, neighhhh~)
second, demam masa tumbuh gigi
and all are His-blessing
i listened to Nouman Ali Khan's talk about child
Why did Yaakub be tested with not-so soleh children other than Yusuf and Bunyamin while Ibrahim got the most soleh piety sons, Ismail and Ishak, while Nuh got not-at-all soleh child?
the answer issss.....tengtengteng
IT IS SOLELY ALLAH'S GIFT AND BLESSING
so, what can i do to be guaranteed such soleh and solehah children?
NOTHING actually, other that just do your best, be the best muslim and muslimah, be the best parents, do whatever you need to do as a good parent, and the rest?
LEAVE IT TO ALLAH
so if the children do not come out as what we hope, pray and expected, at least we can answer to Allah that we have done our best.
O Allah, allahumma yassir wala tua'ssir
honestly, i am still nervous with this tough job as parent
Allah, terima kasih atas pinjamanMU setahun ini,
pinjamkan dia padaku lebih lama lagi ya Tuhan.