Tuesday, July 21, 2015

5th Syawal

Today is Zayd's first birthday

in Hijrah's calendar 

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah

Such a wonderful year

up and down

i mean as me, being a mother

Zayd?

such a wonderful and brilliant child

rarely get sick

satu usus dia get infected
(nothing serious, as he was active as a horse, neighhhh~)

second, demam masa tumbuh gigi

and all are His-blessing

i listened to Nouman Ali Khan's talk about child

Why did Yaakub be tested with not-so soleh children other than Yusuf and Bunyamin while Ibrahim got the most soleh piety sons, Ismail and Ishak, while Nuh got not-at-all soleh child?

the answer issss.....tengtengteng

IT IS SOLELY ALLAH'S GIFT AND BLESSING

so, what can i do to  be guaranteed such soleh and solehah children?

NOTHING actually, other that just do your best, be the best muslim and muslimah, be the best parents, do whatever you need to do as a good parent, and the rest?

LEAVE IT TO ALLAH

so if the children do not come out as what we hope, pray and expected, at least we can answer to Allah that we have done our best.

O Allah, allahumma yassir wala tua'ssir
honestly, i am still nervous with this tough job as parent

Allah, terima kasih atas pinjamanMU setahun ini, 
pinjamkan dia padaku lebih lama lagi ya Tuhan.

T.T