Friday, February 27, 2015

being a working wife and mother

i am always in doubt

whether

i am a good wife and mother

whether 

am i a good employee?

..........................................

i realize it now

i need to be superwife and supermommy

who they expect me to be

top-class worker

top-class mummy

top-class wife

where tears and dissatisfaction should not be my choice

where i should swallow it everything

and succumb to the expectation

without any argument or struggle

:)

i will always pray to Allah

to keep me in patience and supply me with a lot of energy

supply me with a lot of inner peace, Allah

please, Allah,

.i am running out of it.