.O ALLAH.

menghadapi gerbang ini

tak tahu mengapa Allah sajikan aku

dengan cerita-cerita negatif perkahwinan

tangis, duka dan lara tentangnya

entah

aku memang belum mengerti pahitnya

dan aku harap Allah membantu aku sepanjang perjalanan ini

O Allah, tawakalkanlah hati ini

bersihkan jiwa ini dari prasangka

moga ia hanya berharap pada redha dan restu-MU

.ku harap dia juga begitu.

pissed off.

pissed off

sangat-sangat la haiiii~Ya RABBI!

tahu x bile kita bt research, kita ade part terminology? or apa2 perkataan biasanya kita akan cuba define it. kan? kan?

rasa-rasalah kenapa org bijak pandai anugerah Allah bt PHD master bagai fikir it is a must to define some terminology that you are going to use in your research proposal?

ABSOLUTELY!

everyone has different background that moulds their understanding and perspective. Therefore, it is crucially important for me and every human in this world to try to help other people to understand what we mean, by helping them to know message we convey.

dear, it is not about norm, you can't blame people if they don't and can't understand you.

or is it because there are times I did that to others?

.astaghfirullah.

do reflect yourself 'atiqah

feeling

it will be just another few weeks

just around the corner

i could not able to say it to anyone

or cry on any shoulder

that feeling

it is not sadness that paints my heart

it is not hatred that covers it

it is not everything that usually made me cry

it is just something

that i do really worry

please. please. please.

"jadikan aku wanita syurga"

"yg kenal benar maharku"

"yg tahu apa erti taat pada laku"

"yg indah pd maksudnya"

.Ya Rabbi, bantulah aku.

.tunjukkan aku jalanMU.

-lafaz sakinah

be realistic

.be realistic.

today, we had some simple discussion with our new mentor, Mdm Wan, and introduced ourselves to the extent of 'why we are getting married in this such young age?' and 'are you already sure that you have met the cream of the cream of best man out there?'

oh, yeah. i'm not sure to be honest and truthful. no body of us can be sure of that. if i do it means that i have been living like 100years and that's not even enough in way to investigate who is the man. but in this world of mystery and surprise, i solely hoping that God will help me along the way.

If He decides to let me marry young, that is His way teaching me of responsibility.

If He wants me to be extra tough, then He will give me some burden to bear.

If He wishes to grant me blissful life, He teaches me to expect the unexpected.

Things are only happen

.When He really thinks I am capable of living it.

seek no other than HIS-bless

regards,

wife-to-be

baitul warith

it was the best thing ever happen in my life

it is still the deepest love i ever feel

.baitul warithian.

syamim.tika.kema.kakjen.nisa.iwa

u are my world

i miss u lillahitaala

.don't leave me.

p/s: come and get me, im sinking here, im drowning.

please? please? please...

jalan yg mana?

pernah ada dalam dua posisi dalam satu masa?

yg kedua-duanya kelihatan tepat

yang kamu mahu kedua-duanya bahagia

ya rabbi

tunjukkan aku jalan

:(

tolong

tolong ingatkan aku

tika aku mengeluh kesah

yang jalan ini memang bukan mudah

jalan ini bukan bersendi tawa dan bahagia

kerna ini ruang perjuangan

mahu jadi serikandi

perlu tabah dan besar jiwanya 'atiqah

tolong tenangkan aku

tika aku menangis lelah

bahawa tiap titik air mataku

adalah pemadam dosa semalam

tiap rasa dan luka mendatang

menguji siapa aku disisi tuhan

tolong nasihati aku

tatkala aku dirudung murung

ikhlas itu pengubat jiwa hamba

yang sering-sering rindukan dunia

maka aku

'atiqah harus lurus niatnya

hanya mengharap redha illahi

'atiqah

ini jalan ke syurga

memang tak pernah akan mudah

:)