last night, i had a weird dream.
not scary one neither tears-all-over kind
it was weird, to meet someone from my cohort in secondary school setting
dreams should be in its places
should not be scattered
and yeah, she was not one of my league
and she's a year older than me
but in that dream, she was one year younger from me
one thing i can't forget, she said to me
"you know, i am trying to change so hard. i tried. will try again"
perhaps i ignore her too much back days,
i left her helpless
i didn't behave like a muslim sister to her
i had a big slap last night
scared like hell
oh, forgive me dear, forgive me Allah
.should be more attentive to ummah.
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