before making a decision, think wisely.
after make a decision, please be confident with it.
don't regret any of it. never. stay with it and be happy. dat's y we need to tawakal kpd Allah. apa yg terjadi kemudiannya bukan lg dlm kawalan kita.
and 'atiqah just wants to smile. =)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
input.
terlalu byk input yg dpt dlm otak ni time weekend.
banyak sgt~ tp mmg sendiri yg nk sendiri yg cari alternative. so, ambik je lah. DIA yg bagi. beruntung py jawapan hati.
cube 'hadam' information yg byk2 2, sgt sukar. mcm mustahil nk praktikkan dlm hidup aku. sgt susah nk menjadikan my lifestyle. mmg x mampu kalau ikot logik akal.
tapi pikir2 lg. takes almost 3 days to think bout this. x blh jg. i don't want myself 2 feel burden doing that cuz if i do, it is not impossible that i will leave it at a moment that i'm not sure. i don't want that to happen. i don't want to turn back.
so i decide one simple thing 2 be used in my future life.
i will do my very2 best!! i will follow Allah's way as best i can, i will try to change myself slowly. but i would not promise anything. no and never. cuz promises somtimes develop insincerity.
dr nise: ikhlas itu ibarat semut kecil yang hitam di atas batu yang hitam dalam gua yg gelap di malam hari. nampakkah kita?
banyak sgt~ tp mmg sendiri yg nk sendiri yg cari alternative. so, ambik je lah. DIA yg bagi. beruntung py jawapan hati.
cube 'hadam' information yg byk2 2, sgt sukar. mcm mustahil nk praktikkan dlm hidup aku. sgt susah nk menjadikan my lifestyle. mmg x mampu kalau ikot logik akal.
tapi pikir2 lg. takes almost 3 days to think bout this. x blh jg. i don't want myself 2 feel burden doing that cuz if i do, it is not impossible that i will leave it at a moment that i'm not sure. i don't want that to happen. i don't want to turn back.
so i decide one simple thing 2 be used in my future life.
i will do my very2 best!! i will follow Allah's way as best i can, i will try to change myself slowly. but i would not promise anything. no and never. cuz promises somtimes develop insincerity.
dr nise: ikhlas itu ibarat semut kecil yang hitam di atas batu yang hitam dalam gua yg gelap di malam hari. nampakkah kita?
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
'tentang dia'
i used to b obses with this movie, Tentang Dia, an indonesia m0vie when i was in f.4. still, i like to watch it until now. if i have a lot of leisure time. =)
ok2..admit it's quite slow, a bit 'sastera', dragging and have high potential to make u sleep. which nise could not even afford to watch it..zZzz...
but there is a scene that i recall and could not forget it no matter what. when Rudi and Gadis are sitting at t roof of high building. things they talk and think. about life. about problem.
*(sorry could not upload it cuz the connection is terrible: try 'Tentang Dia Part 5 of 10'-youtube)
life without problem is juz like breathing without air. useless. empty. lifeless.
its normal. it happens to anyone. whether u or other people.
cuma yang membezakan kita adalah cara kita melihatnya. kdg2 berada di 'dalam' masalah 2 membuat kan kita buntu. segalanya kelihatan mustahil utk dilakukan. kita penat, kita celaru. jalan penyelesaian seolah-olah hilang.
belajar untuk keluar dari masalah itu. lari sebentar. lihat dari atas. melihat bukan dari posisi asal kita kadangkala membantu utk kita bernafas dan berfikir. yg masalah itu terlalu kecil. terdapat byk jalan-jalan sempit yang boleh kita lalui utk bebas dr masalah itu. cuma ia kadang2 x kelihatan jika kita masih setia menunggu tanpa usaha. bangun, lari, panjat dan cari. lihat dari posisi yang lain. perspektif yang berbeza. kita pasti bertemu jalan keluar.
tapi jangan mengalah jika tak berjaya buat kali pertama. everything has its first time. and everything needs time. jika dh mencuba dan masih malap, biarkan masa membantu kita. belajar dr kesilapan x kan membunuh kita. we are the one who keep falling, but will stand again and continue our run. dun be afraid.
memang ada masalah yang kita blh tinggalkan, ada yang boleh kita selesaikan. tapi ada juga yang 'setia' di samping kta dan menjadi sebahagian dari diri. belajarlah kdg2 bukan semuanya berada dalam kawalan, kita hanya perlu bersabar dan berusaha. tawakal pada Allah.
yang membedakan adalah cara melihatnya. 'tentang' masalah itu. 'tentang' dia. we r on our run. jadilah dewasa.
ok2..admit it's quite slow, a bit 'sastera', dragging and have high potential to make u sleep. which nise could not even afford to watch it..zZzz...
but there is a scene that i recall and could not forget it no matter what. when Rudi and Gadis are sitting at t roof of high building. things they talk and think. about life. about problem.
*(sorry could not upload it cuz the connection is terrible: try 'Tentang Dia Part 5 of 10'-youtube)
life without problem is juz like breathing without air. useless. empty. lifeless.
its normal. it happens to anyone. whether u or other people.
cuma yang membezakan kita adalah cara kita melihatnya. kdg2 berada di 'dalam' masalah 2 membuat kan kita buntu. segalanya kelihatan mustahil utk dilakukan. kita penat, kita celaru. jalan penyelesaian seolah-olah hilang.
belajar untuk keluar dari masalah itu. lari sebentar. lihat dari atas. melihat bukan dari posisi asal kita kadangkala membantu utk kita bernafas dan berfikir. yg masalah itu terlalu kecil. terdapat byk jalan-jalan sempit yang boleh kita lalui utk bebas dr masalah itu. cuma ia kadang2 x kelihatan jika kita masih setia menunggu tanpa usaha. bangun, lari, panjat dan cari. lihat dari posisi yang lain. perspektif yang berbeza. kita pasti bertemu jalan keluar.
tapi jangan mengalah jika tak berjaya buat kali pertama. everything has its first time. and everything needs time. jika dh mencuba dan masih malap, biarkan masa membantu kita. belajar dr kesilapan x kan membunuh kita. we are the one who keep falling, but will stand again and continue our run. dun be afraid.
memang ada masalah yang kita blh tinggalkan, ada yang boleh kita selesaikan. tapi ada juga yang 'setia' di samping kta dan menjadi sebahagian dari diri. belajarlah kdg2 bukan semuanya berada dalam kawalan, kita hanya perlu bersabar dan berusaha. tawakal pada Allah.
yang membedakan adalah cara melihatnya. 'tentang' masalah itu. 'tentang' dia. we r on our run. jadilah dewasa.
Monday, September 07, 2009
semalam~
semalam, hari yg menyibukkan, memenatkan dan menenatkan bagi aku.
a perfect day to cry.
besday sumbody yg aku x blh nk wish. try 2 feel it.
kak ya, kak fadil and along balik kg. masak2 and bt 'munjungan' (bg mknan kat org sempena puase) sempena birthday mak. mmg sedeyh, aku je sorang x balik.
pergi shopping beramai-ramai but act jln sorang2 juga akhirnya. i did a shopping that i never did a lifetime. not a person like me. 4 things that i bought were juz t0o much 4 me.huhu..
bile balik igt nk berbuka kat bilik with them. in sudden, x dpt transport sprt yg dijanjikan. ok lg..naik bas menapak dr caltex area tesco tengku kudin 2, mmg sah tggal tulang je. dh la sahur dgn air jer..buke pn dgn air kosong gak. haru~tp blh maintain gelak ceria lg.
lapar2 lepas solat. igt nk mkn. my friend miscommunicates with us, dia x blikan mknan tuk aku buke. time ni, mmg x blh nk tahan, rase mmg mcm nk burst. tp x per..dia mmg x sengaja. she felt so guilty, its ok dear, i noe u did not mean it at all. seriously.
mlm 2 ym dgn kawan ni, aku mmg dh pening2 lalat. x berapa steady dh. tetb dia membt sesuatu yg aku x senangi. mmg sedeyh. aku mmg x mampu utk tersenyum lg. end.
x tau nk marah ke x, nak sedeyh patut x.. tapi bile fikir2 balik. try 2 b positif.
ujian je 2! =P
a perfect day to cry.
besday sumbody yg aku x blh nk wish. try 2 feel it.
kak ya, kak fadil and along balik kg. masak2 and bt 'munjungan' (bg mknan kat org sempena puase) sempena birthday mak. mmg sedeyh, aku je sorang x balik.
pergi shopping beramai-ramai but act jln sorang2 juga akhirnya. i did a shopping that i never did a lifetime. not a person like me. 4 things that i bought were juz t0o much 4 me.huhu..
bile balik igt nk berbuka kat bilik with them. in sudden, x dpt transport sprt yg dijanjikan. ok lg..naik bas menapak dr caltex area tesco tengku kudin 2, mmg sah tggal tulang je. dh la sahur dgn air jer..buke pn dgn air kosong gak. haru~tp blh maintain gelak ceria lg.
lapar2 lepas solat. igt nk mkn. my friend miscommunicates with us, dia x blikan mknan tuk aku buke. time ni, mmg x blh nk tahan, rase mmg mcm nk burst. tp x per..dia mmg x sengaja. she felt so guilty, its ok dear, i noe u did not mean it at all. seriously.
mlm 2 ym dgn kawan ni, aku mmg dh pening2 lalat. x berapa steady dh. tetb dia membt sesuatu yg aku x senangi. mmg sedeyh. aku mmg x mampu utk tersenyum lg. end.
x tau nk marah ke x, nak sedeyh patut x.. tapi bile fikir2 balik. try 2 b positif.
ujian je 2! =P
Saturday, September 05, 2009
mum's day~
Happy Birthday mum!
it is your day, and in sudden, i miss u like crazy.
could not listen to your voice coz my tears start flowing
but my heart shuffles to wish:
"be happy, always and forever. hope Allah will always bless u, and keep me at your side, now and heaven later."
with l0ve and v0w from your last daughter,
'atiqah
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Selamat Hari Lahir K.Fadil!!!
2 my bel0ved sis! K.Fadil!!sihat..heheAllah..selamatkan kamu..
Allah, selamatkan kamu..
Allah, selamatkan kamu..
kakak terchenta ku!!!
selamat hari lahir yg ke-27!
=)))luv u..really..malu lak ngaku~
crazy!
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~CRAZYNESS OVER ASSIGNMENTS~yg betul: craziness over assignments..huhu. tp ejaan 2 x muda la..
YEAH2!!!!! I'M CRAZY~adehai~~
p/s bt diri: lain kali bt awal2 cket, jgn memain je kejenye..nt blh jd cam kechik org lain
nga bt esemen, die dh blh tido..wuha!!! bestnye~
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