input.

terlalu byk input yg dpt dlm otak ni time weekend.

banyak sgt~ tp mmg sendiri yg nk sendiri yg cari alternative. so, ambik je lah. DIA yg bagi. beruntung py jawapan hati.

cube 'hadam' information yg byk2 2, sgt sukar. mcm mustahil nk praktikkan dlm hidup aku. sgt susah nk menjadikan my lifestyle. mmg x mampu kalau ikot logik akal.

tapi pikir2 lg. takes almost 3 days to think bout this. x blh jg. i don't want myself 2 feel burden doing that cuz if i do, it is not impossible that i will leave it at a moment that i'm not sure. i don't want that to happen. i don't want to turn back.

so i decide one simple thing 2 be used in my future life.

i will do my very2 best!! i will follow Allah's way as best i can, i will try to change myself slowly. but i would not promise anything. no and never. cuz promises somtimes develop insincerity.

dr nise: ikhlas itu ibarat semut kecil yang hitam di atas batu yang hitam dalam gua yg gelap di malam hari. nampakkah kita?