problem is my friend =)

.too many things happen in life that Allah has granted for me.

and i keep myself dumb by ignorence and anger. i try to ignore yet they fight me back. and i lost. i lost. i lost.

my head is spinning. with the assignments in row. my exam is just around the corner. with my family's matter. especially with my own progression as a human. a real-human. a muslimah.

i might give u bad perception of islam by not being so-friendly, by being so silent with the new ones, by being so-called selfish behavior through dull emotion potrayed in my face, by easily getting mad and not so organized. That's my weaknesses, dont blame it on religious i ve faith in, but blame me. incomplete puzzle.

my fragile heart. do strong. so believe Allah's promises. ujian adalah utk mentarbiyyah jiwa agar kuat. agar utuh dan gagah. agar suatu hari nanti kita kan jadi manusia hamba yg terbilang di mata Allah. insyaAllah.

problem is my friend. as long as Allah is on my side. i dont have reason to be sad. =)