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awehe~assalamualaikum.

masalah dalaman. i can understand u. totally. i bet it is self-confidence. kata Jenny. dr.Jenny Barr okeh.huhu. tp dia mcm kawan je, otai2 pun x pe, its not Malaysia~haha.masalah pertuturan yg saya alami semakin kronik dan berkonflik. dlm tute especially, membuatkn sy semakin terdiam terpaku terpilu. T.T~ hue~apesal org x faham2 aku ckp?? nak sebut aaa ke ae for A??? A.T.I.Q okeh or attic or some kind of atticus dlm mockingbird?or attic the loteng?aha..

the first trip to city (sydney)
tika and i was enjoying our first halal pizza there which was shared due to lack of money. 3aud for a piece. 3x3=rm9..wuuu~. okeh dan sesuatu tragedi februari berlaku: seorang pakcik terlepas parrot kesayangan dia. parrot 2 x mahu balik dan melepak atas pokok yg tinggi sambil dgn sombong menyanyi2. kesian pakcik 2 mcm org gila bernyanyi berpeluh2 memujuk parrot. during watching the show, ktorg terborak2 dgn seseorang. borak2 kosong je beramah mesra dan tahulah kami dia(pakcik okeh. ktorg x niat nak usha atau ngorat pon for fyi) ex-student university of sydney tp dah keje skrg. tetba dia ckp
"guys, your english are very good. both of you. truly amazing." hek??? mase 2 nak bt style Malaysian actually 'eh2, x lah teruk je ktorg py bi neh' but as we are in Ozy now, we ended up as 'oh, really? thanks!' tp dlm hati dh mcm2~~tika was grining to me at that time~~

yesterday, we went to city again!!! as we (akma, tika and i) went there membuta tuli tanpa panduan sesiapa pun yg tahu selok belok Sydney, we took turn to ask people around about places and direction. sampailah di satu traffic light, we were totally lost. sambil pegang2 map, sy berkata kepada tika dan akma 'meh aku tengok2 org muka ramah sikit baru boleh ty~' di dlm kumpulan org yg ramai itu.wehehe..kalo kutuk depan2 pon blh, best seyh~x yah nak ngumpat2. anda ckp bhs rahsia. tetba ada pakcik dtg mendekati sy:

uncle: hi! u need help?
comel: aha~yes! hahah, how do u know?
uncle: from the way u looking the people and holding the map. hahah!
comel: cheh!! we are bla...bla..bla...
uncle: yeah? hahha..bla...bla...bla...
uncle: u said that it is the first time you come here isnt?
comel: yeah~before this we just stay in malaysia. haha. bajet ko kaya la nak berjln2 tgk negara org je? it is the 1st time we come to another country. we just arrived around 3 weeks ago.
uncle: i wonder how can u speak english as this good?
comel: hek??? errr.. biar betol pakcik neh???? im having difficulties in my tute okeh~ sambil buat muka comel dan senyum lebar-lebar.

dalam hati masa itu. pakcik! don't pulling my leg okeh! tak yah la sindir saya..sodih botul nehha! teringat miss loke ckp mase ade michael radder btol ke eja die?dtg tuh! he is just being nice to all of u. hahah.T.T..okeh self-confidence ke mmg real sy ckp omputih hampeh sangat neh???? @_@pening~