abah

i realized i didn't write anything

about abah

abah had passed away

suddenly 

this January

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it was terrible and depressing moment for me

for most of us

especially for mum

it's kinda weird that i don't write it down

because yeah, 

this is a sad blog,

mind you.

i realize too much drama behind it

perhaps i don't know how to write it down

perhaps i don't know where to begin

whatever it it

 I swear by Allah's name,

Allah has given me the best 'Abah' i could ask for,

Abah has given me my 'haq' as his daughter

May whatever abah had done for me, 

the efforts of guiding me, protect me, loving me, raising me up

May it become his protector from the hell fire

Ameen.