i am always in doubt
whether
i am a good wife and mother
whether
am i a good employee?
..........................................
i realize it now
i need to be superwife and supermommy
who they expect me to be
top-class worker
top-class mummy
top-class wife
where tears and dissatisfaction should not be my choice
where i should swallow it everything
and succumb to the expectation
without any argument or struggle
:)
i will always pray to Allah
to keep me in patience and supply me with a lot of energy
supply me with a lot of inner peace, Allah
please, Allah,
.i am running out of it.
