jangan.maju.ubah

jangan pandang ke belakang lagi. jangan. maju ke hadapan.

.anda mampu mengubahnya.

things

hahahah. ada 3 benda bermain dlm kepala sy.

-tipu? x tipu? x tahu? mcm akma ckp pada sy, susah nak tahu. serahkan pada Allah sahaja. Kalau dia tipu sy, dia berdosa dgn Allah. ikut kata hati sy kalau sy percaya. serahkan segalanya. doa. dan doa.

-sy mahu tahu dimensi anda2 semua. tolong. sy merayu. ckplah dgn sy. sy mahu tahu apa yg anda2 fikirkan. maaf mungkin selama ini sy teramat mahu anda2 memahami sy. mungkin sy tak habis mencuba memahami apa yg anda2 rasakan dan apa yg anda lihat. marilah, sy terbuka. sy memohon..

-sy juga penat. sy mahu berhenti dgn semua ini. sgt mahu berhenti. hidup sy agak tunggang langgang. Sydney was never a good start for me. sy hanya mahu bergembira dgn semua rakan2 sy. belajar. gembira, dan belajar. score perfect mark. itu shj.

my bad.

lastly, i discover my huge weakness. hahha: think too much. think things i shouldn't. think negatively.

x tahu nak overcome mcmmana. think positively. yeah! i try. try and try. dh penat2 positive, would end as negative lg. herk?? im just out of control of this.

mudah sgt terasa. mudah sgt berprasangka. padahal entah ye ntah x org lain fikir mcm 2 juga~

apehallah kamoo neh 'atiqah????

genius=educator=teacher

"Genius is about changing something complicated into simple"

John C Maxwell

.we are the genius, we are the educator, we are the teacher.

=)

insyaAllah.

insyaAllah.

ukhwah itu bukan terjadi dlm sekelip mata. jauh lg sekadar satu atau dua pertemuan. ada turun naik. ada benci. ada ragu. tapi kasih juga bt kami faham. buat kami saling memahami. segalanya harus demi Allah. love u lillah. seorang teman pernah memberi kata2 itu buat saya. untuk saya kuat ketika sy gugah. seorang rakan yg sy amat cintai.

ada ketika ketawa, ada ketika menangis

ada ketika disuka, ada ketika dibenci

ada ketika senang, ada ketika sukar

segalanya hanya ujian dr Allah bt sy. bt semua. mohon kita saling mengingatkan.

lagikan Asiyah wanita terbaik sepanjang zaman, bersuamikan insan paling kejam. hidup penuh sengsara mungkin tanpa sebaris senyum suka tapi ingatlah pengakhirannya adalah yg terbaik. usah berduka atas ujian. sungguh. Allah lebih mengetahui.

setiap orang diuji dgn cara berbeza. dgn jalan yg berlainan. Allah hanya menguji sesuai dgn kesanggupan insan tersebut.

tiap manusia punya jalur dan warna tertentu.

jalur saya mungkin merah darah, siapa tahu jalur anda biru cerah?? =)

notes:
*thanks to syamim. thanks for the novel. insyaAllah, sy igt smpai mati. kerana betapa sy suka dan bersyukur dgn hadiah itu. peneman jiwa sy.
*thanks to kak nad. seriously, best pengisian mlm td!
*thanks to rakan. anda tahu anda siapa. i really do appreciate u, girl.
*its just a reminder for me too. for me. byk khilaf. maaf. moga yg terbaik buat kita semua.

action speaks louder than word

.this post is dedicated for myself.

MYself

mySELF

action speaks louder than word, 'atiqah

.make sure u do before u talk.

do first

think before u do anything

im nothing.

im nothing. not as that good. not as that clever. not as that pretty. not as that polite. not as that obedient. not as that people. everything is not me. im just nothing.

no.no.no. im not sad or frustrated or blaming myself. there's no such thing. im happy now. it's just a feeling that im good for nothing. and im glad to make that decision. hope he would get someone better. really. =)

im still here, trying my best. eventhough some people might not see it. but never mind, im just nothing to think about. im satisfied with myself. just trying to be better version of myself. =)

should be doing work 4 psycho tute tomorrow rather than thinking this crap~~